GRATITUDE
So, it’s about 2am. I’m wide awake laying in my bed. I can hear the rain on the roof of this old, uninsulated house and it sounds like a sweet , melodic lullaby. One of many favorite things I enjoy about living here. It’s warmish, …
‘Blue Moves’ (1984) – Originally created for Playboy magazine, ‘Mother’s Day.’ ‘FINDING ORDER FROM CHAOS, BEAUTY WITHIN PAIN, AND HOPE FROM DESPAIR, THE ARTIST MEL ODOM’S CAREER HAS SPANNED SEVERAL OF OUR GENERATION’S MOST TUMULTUOUS CULTURAL DECADES. HIS INNATE ABILITY TO PROCESS, THROUGH HIS WORK, THE …
After the Hum of The Holidays, the Spirit might Deem itself Drab.
It can be supposed that post Thanksgiving-Christmas-AndNewYears, the song of the soul will come to a halt. It can be thought that all the fun is finished, and that the celebrations will cease to exist. Perhaps this is true for some, and perhaps this has been too true for this little lass in the past. This year will be different. This year already is different. Can you feel it? That’s the magic in the air. Something has caught wind and is lifting the fallen hearts back up to the snug warmth of their homes. This year is the first year of the rest of our lives.
Celebration. Let’s look that word up in the dictionary, shall we? Google says celebration is ‘the action of marking one’s pleasure at an important event or occasion by engaging in enjoyable, typically social, activity.’
“the birth of his son was a cause for celebration”
Important. What is important? Time for a little more goo-googling. Simon… I mean Google says the definition of important is ‘of great significance or value; likely to have a profound effect on success, survival, or well-being.’
“important habitats for wildlife”
Okay. So, in order to celebrate we must identify and name our excitement of a valuable, significant moment in time that will likely lead to a richer, happier, healthier, and sexier outcome of us. Ish? Oh, and we must mark this with a party. Right.
What if we don’t want to wait for a moment, but see life as a string of events, of a rainbow of fairy lights lined up in prayer of bliss one after another, one informing the other. What if we could celebrate the whole thing, every moment, every light, every chance, each divine day.
‘What if?’
are such words with a the scent of the new,
and the power that comes with their grace;
what if are the words tied together by few,
and the birth of all places;
‘What if?’
My jaded self would be currently dismally depressed. I would be weeping as I took down the Christmas tree, glaring at others who were doing the same, bitching as I boxed up the ornaments, and corralling all cheer out of frame.
New me (actually old me, true me, me-without-layers-of-debris me), however, sees things differently, and more than just a tad.
I simply cannot wait for next year to be happy. I simply cannot. I must enjoy and relish each delicious day with decadence, with pleasure, with ekstasis, with celebration.
What is the ulterior option?
Next up is Valentine’s Day, and I am going to begin decorating tomorrow. After that is Easter, and in between are a sequence of diamonds in the rough, just waiting and wishing to be noticed, to be loved, to be worn. By you, my dear darling. By you.
May you lavish and lap up the love that is life.
Write us your Celebrations, we await your Adorations.
X CASS
written by cassidy
If we could find the actual frequency of our own universe, it would make us able to, as with a radio, tune into and witness the other parallel universes. Frequency is something we are familiar with and use daily whether we know it or not. …
I sit down to write after hours of procrastination, feeling a new fire blazing in my belly. I have been plagued all day by the looming Monday deadline I created for myself. I vowed to write and post an article on Feminism following the Women’s …
As January 20, 2018 marked the one year anniversary weekend of two polarizing events, the inauguration of President Donald Trump and the International Women’s March, people of all genders, races and ages joined together to march on. This was done as an act of solidarity in the efforts of furthering women’s rights and to protest the continued attempts of policy change aimed at attacking women’s rights in the United States by Donald Trump. Hundreds of people from Victoria, BC, participated in the Women’s March this year, showing up clad in Pussy Hats, with signs representing the many reasons why the March is just as important this year, globally and specific to Victoria.
As Centennial Square in downtown Victoria began to populate around 11am on Saturday, a buzz of excitement was tangible amongst the crowd. While looking around the square, people were pointing at the signs, laughing at the sarcastic, witty and direct ways messages were being delivered. Some marchers were handing out Pussy Hats they had pre-made, petitions were being signed to ban Trump from coming to Canada, flyers were being handed out to bring awareness to Proportional Representation in the Provincial Election, local grass roots organizations were giving speeches and acknowledging the unceded Coast Salish Territory of the Lekwungen and W̱SÁNEĆ nations that the Victoria Women’s March was being held on and individuals were talking amongst themselves about why they decided to march. When asked, most marchers were a little shy at first, but were quick to share their reasons for attending the march this Saturday.
Krista, 28, came to the march to support the advocacy work being done to create more equity in the workplace for women. Krista shared that she believes women experience micro-aggressions in the workplace and that this is something that needs to change in order for women to experience their rights.
From left to right, Callie, 21, kept her answer simple and direct. She shared that “it didn’t end last year”, and that there is still much to improve in terms of women’s rights. Inza, 20, came this year because she missed last year’s march and wanted to show support this year.
Ro, 53, participated in Victoria’s march because “women make up the majority of the population and are underrepresented”. Ro also shared that she is wearing her button for Anita Hill from the 80’s. Ro expressed disappointment that she is able to wear the same things she wore in the 80’s in order to protest women’s need for equality, but does feel hopeful as it seems that women have reclaimed the word feminism and are less afraid to identify as such. Ro also expressed the importance of having a wide range of ages present at Saturday’s march in order to glean from the wisdom and knowledge of the elders amongst the matriarchy.
Grant, 70, attended the march not only to raise awareness for women’s rights in the Western world, but for women around the world. Grant explained how when we march, the rest of the world watches and that has a large impact. Grant pressed the need for continued action, saying “we can never stand down”.
Hannah, 19, shared that she attended the march “because something needs to be done”. Caitlin, 19, marched to “show solidarity and support for everyone who has been affected, especially women who are struggling in the Global South and in the States”. Ellery, 18, expressed her desire for equality for “everyone, no matter age, race or gender”.
Lesley came to the march with her husband, explaining that they support the equality of women, that they talk about it often privately but wanted to support it publically.
From left to right, Sarah, 18, Abigail, 14, Rebecca, 11, Miranda, 22, and Rachel, 20, all came to the march to support equality and to ensure that the younger generation remains aware of why this march is occurring. Sarah marched for equal pay and representation in academia, while Rachel discussed working in industries where sexual harassment continues to occur, stating that it is time to “take our power back”.
Sisters Savannah, 22, and Brianna, 29, were excited to be able to march together. Savannah shared that she participated because women have not experienced enough equality, she shared that “we want to be right where the men are”. Savannah agreed with her sister’s statements adding that she is marching “in solidarity with all of these women because we are not going to tolerate sexual harassment”. Brianna continued to explain that she has had a lot of realizations this past year in terms of her own experiences as a woman, and was using her realizations as motivation to march.
Gregory and Jared both came to the march for similar reasons, Jared (right) explained that he was influenced by the #MeToo movement, and wanted women to know that he supports their desire to make a difference. Gregory was also influenced by the continued sexual assaults women experience, and tied this back to the President, or the “Mango Mad Man”, in his own words. Gregory said that despite all of the progress made “there is still a long way to go” especially because “the strongest man in power is also the biggest sexual assaulter”.
Ruth was proud to show her sign, quoting a South African Women’s Day slogan. Her friend, Janet, not pictured, said that she thinks “it speaks to the power of women, like, don’t fuck with us kind of thing”.
After an hour of mingling with fellow participants, the march began. As the group travelled through the streets of downtown Victoria, they could be heard chanting “Respect and dignity for trans identities”, “Hey Ho Donald Trump has got to go”, “Respect Women’s Bodies, Respect Women’s Rights”, “We are marching for the 5000 Indigenous women missing and murdered in Canada”, “People of all colours, from every direction, unite here together, in all our intersections”, “Equal right, equal pay, that is why we march today” , and finally, as the group stepped on to lawn in from of the Parliament building, they finished their chanting with “When I say Pussy, you say Power, Pussy, Power, Pussy, Power.”
Although some of the marchers were shy when asked their reasons for marching, it became clear throughout the day that this shyness was perhaps more a need for a moment to put into words why they decided to attend. Through multiple conversations it was evident that there was not one reason people attended the march, but rather a spectrum. This understanding was strengthened during the march while people chanted for different issues of injustice. Women’s rights will not be achieved if just one of these issues are addressed, but rather when they all are, and that is why we march on.
written and photographed by creatures rachel and sarah
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my piston cocked
your dreamy eyes
the sun that’s setting low
a winter’s eve
along the tides
a beach of blanket snow
we waltz on ice
your careful hands
caress my every fear
this heart on fire
will fight to stand
for all your fallen tears
the clouds are thick
the water black
our noses growing pink
we dance through time
the sense we lack
a snowfall lands i blink
i turn once more
to meet your gaze
and kiss away the pain
two bullets fly
a crimson haze
you fall i fall in vain